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我的乐曲《Hymnus an die Freundschaft》发布了,这个封面我设计了一个下午,总算是出来啦。愿这首曲子治愈我的心!
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今天穿 lo 裙出门,算是一次本格的 rle 了。一路上真的害怕他人的目光👀

我真的服了 C++, 用 rand 产生的随机数序列每次运行都是一样的。想要每次运行产生不同的序列还要引入 time.h ....

隔壁一位老大爷喜欢早上六点就听收音机,音量很大,我经常被吵醒。但他似乎是把我当女生了,所以我不敢开口。为了解决这个问题,有一次他开收音机后我就把“请把音量关小”几个大字写在本子上找到他,然后靠两声不娴熟的伪声结束对话后,音量的确小了很多,不够因为隔音太差还是听得到一点。

The 18th meeting was over. As before, Mr. Chao had never took a look at those constructive suggestions, both DoctorLee's suggestions and the Philosopher's suggestions.

Until now, I don't know whether The Philosopher really believed that the Chao Families are leninist or not, or whether he was just trying to debunk the nature of the Chao Family via those activities. Whatever, Those shameless faces of the Chao Families have been seen in sunshine.

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The Philosopher made no reply. At the same time, a bailiff noticed their quarrel, and expelled them out from the meeting hall. The bailiff walked to the Doctor Lee's side and whispered:

"How could he think that it is useful to advise Mr. Chao? Is his surname Chao? "
"How could he be named Chao!—Do you think he is worthy of the name Chao?" Doctor Lee replied.

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The Philosopher made no reply to Doctor Lee, while the another Doctor was darting forward to him, the another Doctor shouted out:

"What you said is too sensitive in our country! We don't want to have any relationship with you, We also don't want to be Implicated when you are under investigation."
"We have so many jobs to do, no time for games! "

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The Philosopher made a reply: "Authorities are not the tradition. What is our national tradition? Our national tradition is Marx-Leninism. Isn't I defending our national tradition by doing this?"

When the Philosopher was planning a further critique to Doctor Lee, Doctor Lee brought the latest morality textbook from Mr. Chao's desk, and pointed out the chapter of national tradition, it read “Our nation's excellent traditional virtue is Patriotism.”

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During The day of the meeting, the bailiff summoned him to the meeting hall. When the Philosopher prepared to put forward his constructive suggestions to the Leading Group like last time, Doctor Lee set eyes on the Philosopher, and his face seemed cyan with anxiety, he said:

"You damn bastard! How dare you talk about country's policy? What you did is a violation of our national tradition and authority!"

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The Philosopher, who had just drunk two bottles of wine, began to prance about declaring that this reflected credit on him too, since he had already belonged to the Chao Family as a Leninist pioneer, and had put forward several constructive suggestions to the Leading Group. At the time, several fans even began to stand slightly in awe of the Philosopher.

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A true story of the Philosopher

Once, the 18th meeting of the Leading Group for Comprehensively Reforms was going to be held in the country's capital. With the sound of gongs, the Chao Family was claiming that they are Great, Glorious, and Correct.

读者朋友们,你们在遇到你的朋友当众亲热的时候,会不会也有类似”孤独和被遗弃“的感觉呢,如果有,那又会因为害怕伤害到友谊而又不敢说出来呢?

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现在社会上越来越多的人已经习惯或者接受了这种行为,文中另一位住在加州的受访者说:
”我不会在意有人在公共场合亲热,至于为什么不在意,是因为我也会这么做,我觉得那是你爱一个人的表现,没什么需要评价的。“
以上这一种”不在意“的可行条件是,要么你现在就已经有了伴侣,要么在受伤后临时去找个人做伴。可矛盾在于,琳琳现在单身,没法马上”也这么做“。琳琳并不想纯粹为了避免孤独和被遗弃的痛苦感觉而去寻找伴侣——那样会被迫地放弃考量和对方在一起的情感基础、认同基础和现实基础。恋爱双方也很难保持独立的人格,平等的相互关系。这难道不又是一种自讨苦吃吗?
琳琳想要诉苦,但又不敢诉苦,因为在场的人都未曾表示过这种行为有让他们感到不适,琳琳害怕说了会显得自己跟大家不一样,害怕被当作异类,不想失去自己通过努力而感受到的友谊。所以琳琳在这段人生旅程中,是不是只好独自吞下这漫漫的苦海了呢?谁来帮帮我?

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这两个月最困扰琳琳的事,大概就是当众亲热了。琳琳所指的当众亲热,并不是指朋友之间抱抱什么的,而指”「湿吻这样情侣之间唤起某种爱欲的身体接触」“

某个小报作者在美国大街上随便问了几个人:“你对公共场合亲热的态度?”这一问题,其中一个受访者的回复让我很有感触:

“当我感到孤独和被遗弃的时候,我会很沮丧,我希望全世界都能感受到这种感觉,那就像魔法一样。”

对于琳琳来说,别人的当众亲热会不会让我产生这种“孤独和被遗弃”的感觉,是分情况的。如果只是在路过的大街上看到这些行为,我大概率是不会有什么感觉的,只要他们没妨碍到我走路或者妨碍到我手头上要做的事。
但如果是琳琳有意去参加的一场公开聚会里面有琳琳需要认识的人这样当众亲热,那么琳琳很大程度上就会有这种“孤独和被遗弃”的感觉,我会觉得自己”不受尊重,没价值“,此行没有意义等等糟糕的情绪,甚至有一种受罪感。

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辱骂,TERF,Trans right 

看到群友说深圳卫建委发文挺跨,上网上找了一下丁香医生发的原文。
然后搜索引擎返回的第一个结果就是豆瓣的TERF(全称trans-exclusionary radical feminist,恐跨激进女权)号召姐妹举报丁香这篇文章。
FUCK YOU 我谢谢你妈把你生下来冲击我血压啊操。反抗强权不知道在哪里,互相伤害倒是挺在行。

留下链接:
douban.com/group/topic/2264377
留下永久链接:
archive.vn/vA3Qy

有能力者可以自便。

#terf #trans #跨性别 #女权

我们常说,在爱的关系中,总有一方是主动的,而另一方是被动的。

但在拉康提出的爱的结构中,主动与被动之间存在一种置换,主动的爱的主体(我们所谓的求爱者)的主动性就在于他能够隐喻性地把自己置于被动地位置:主动占据被动地位置。爱的隐喻就是位置地隐喻化,通过这一隐喻化,爱的主体把自己变成被爱的——使自己成为被爱的——然后向对方重复地提供或反复地显示出自身可爱的一面或者作为他人欲望的一面。”我爱你:的背后其实是“我,且只有我,值得你爱。”,“我只能被你爱”,“你只能爱我”——这就是爱的无意识策略,是爱的欺骗和狡计,是爱的引诱的形而上学。所以拉康说: 当爱的一方(有欠缺的主体)的功能前来占据、取代被爱对象的功能是,爱的意义就产生了。

主人自己并不工作,主人只是通过占有奴隶、强迫奴隶去为自己劳动,然后在来窃取奴隶“知其然”的知识,窃取那一知识运作的“剩余”,可这一剩余根本无法让窃取知识的主人确知自身的存在,如他的欲望之谜、也无法让他获得真正充足的原乐。
相反,由他者提供的那一点点无用的剩余只会让主人倍感快感的不足,从被划杠的主体那创伤性的内核里总是会发出一种声音“再来一次”、“再多一点”(哎呀好淫荡~),可每一次这个询唤的声音都只会把他带到更大的不足当中。

同意我们要有意识的避免用同质化来加强圈子认同。不过感觉自己身边做代码数码的人还是占多数的,我这学文学的就感觉好难找到共同话语( 废

大街上,总会听到哭泣着的男人或女人。

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