exodrifter @exodrifter@mastodon.online

made a new album :heart:
https://exodrifter.bandcamp.com/album/vwvwv

i made a painful game about negative experiences after coming out as transgender some time ago https://exodrifter.itch.io/gender-dysphoria

if you're wondering: no, i have not been able to make a nice sound with fm synthesis yet despite maybe understanding it a little better after a few hours of research.

my night tonight: what the heck is fm synthesis and how do i use it to make a sound

My game Gender Dysphoria is available in Queer Games Bundle 2021 \o/ https://itch.io/b/861/queer-games-bundle-2021

cutting VO takes so long q u q

This is the most sci fi thing i've read in a while and i love it https://www.newyorker.com/tech/annals-of-technology/the-pastry-ai-that-learned-to-fight-cancer

i'd like to point out that i've been thinking about horseshoe crabs for several days now and i'm still thinking about them.

new wall geometry generator is working well, even in complex-ish cases c:

I committed this atrocity today... I'll fix it, I promise. *sweats profusely*

>whenever youtube decides to switch to closed captions in another language instead of auto-generated english
:|

it's hard to encourage myself to keep going because i don't have any positive feedback. There are no comments, no follows, no favorites. It's an empty void, but I have to keep going. for myself.

and would I even get any players from making that game? would they stick around long enough to become fans and see me release another game? doubtful.

and I want to fucking finish the game but i doubt it would really even be the kind of game people would want to open their wallet for, much less even *find*

part of my problem is that my mental health sucks so much that it makes it hard to get anything done, which is why I've been working on Access for like 3 years now

sometimes i get the existential dread that everything i do is pointless and that I shouldn't be trying to make games.

the new input system in unity is. well. better? but some simple things are still hard to do it seems.

*sigh*

Sleeping is so difficult.

So many people applied that I'm using LibreOffice Calc to keep track of everyone @ A @

I am looking to hire a voice actor for Gender Dysphoria, a painful game about negative experiences after coming out as transgender that you can play for free right now (https://exodrifter.itch.io/gender-dysphoria). DM me if you're interested! #gamedev #voiceacting

> when you wake up in the middle of the night and can't sleep

i had so much productive energy this morning and now i'm just tired and anxious - u -