I used Twitter in a similar vein to this account but found that once acquaintances knew about the account, I become much more reluctant to post impromptu, honest posts. It turned into a place for only updates about my work, and not updates about what I was thinking.
Guess reading the biographies of a few US Supreme Court justices and the first few chapters of Steven Pinker's The Sense of Style helps a tiny bit; spending effort honing my writing almost daily through Tooting on this account too.
Also the host used the Brave browser which is the first time I've seen somebody else in real life use the thing. Unsurprising for someone with the intent to promote blockchain I guess.
Recovery feels more like a mean nowadays rather than an end which was my approach to it in the past.
Guess I should take care of myself.
Reading biographies give me hope for some reason. It's one way to cope with my feelings now. I guess I'll try reading more again.
I just want to close my eyes, and not wake up again.
I'm afraid my life will become a cautionary tale.
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