Roxas<p><span>It’s a </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/difficult" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#difficult</a><span> time this </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/holiday" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#holiday</a><span> </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/season" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#season</a><span>. Not just for us but I see it in others. <br><br>My cousins are starting to experience more on our mutual side of the family of the degree of fucked up </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/conspiracy" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#conspiracy</a><span> </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/theories" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#theories</a><span>, </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/Trumpsters" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#Trumpsters</a><span>, </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/MAGAts" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#MAGAts</a><span>. It’s sad but it’s also something you have to move to a safe distance to mourn. <br><br>More directly for me, I have a </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/parent" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#parent</a><span> who is getting absorbed into a new role, quickly, as a parent and a </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/matriarch" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#matriarch</a><span> of a </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/family" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#family</a><span> that she’s always wanted and no idea if it’s a good idea or good fit for her. I pray that she is happy and not setting herself or those other participants up for </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/heartbreak" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#heartbreak</a><span> later or even further </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/physchological" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#physchological</a><span> and </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/spiritial" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#spiritial</a><span> </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/damage" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#damage</a><span>. <br><br></span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/undealt" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#undealt</a><span> with old family </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/wrongs" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#wrongs</a><span>. This people refuse to </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/acknowledge" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#acknowledge</a><span> or </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/apologize" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#apologize</a><span> for. It’s </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/difficult" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#difficult</a><span>. It’s </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/messy" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#messy</a><span>. It’s downright fucking </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/insane" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#insane</a><span> sometimes and </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/catastrophically" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#catastrophically</a><span> </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/costly" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#costly</a><span> to </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/mental" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#mental</a><span> </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/health" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#health</a><span> and </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/wellbeing" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#wellbeing</a><span>. <br><br>Find someone around you that you can </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/unpack" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#unpack</a><span> with. Go only if you feel you’re confident you can </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/endure" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#endure</a><span> or have a solid </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/escape" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#escape</a><span> </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/route" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#route</a><span> or </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/disengagement" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#disengagement</a><span> </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/strategy" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#strategy</a><span>. <br><br>Find your </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/allies" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#allies</a><span>. <br><br>Merry </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/Xmas" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#Xmas</a><span> and </span><a href="https://hactivedirectory.com/tags/holiday" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#holiday</a><span> tide people.</span></p>